Most days I wish that my life could be like those in books. I could wake up expecting a normal day, just to have my life turned into an exciting life of adventure and romance. I want to be able to be happy with my life. I want to be able to wake up one day and realize that my life is great. That I can be genuinely happy about where my life is going and what I am doing with my life. I want to be able to wake up and be able to express how I feel freely and believe that I won't be ridiculed for my thoughts and actions. I want to feel as though I am not reason for all the crap that is a part of my family. I hate feeling that everything I do is wrong and that no matter what I do, I am the reason for the tension between everyone in my family.
I am a single mom, I just graduated from college with a degree in Music Education, and I am tired of feeling this way.
